Wednesday, August 18, 2004, 12:37 AM

I LOVE PINK

Pink.Makes me happy.Pink.Makes me shop.Pink.Makes me girly.Pink.Makes me broke.Lol.Victorias secret Pink collection have new stuff!Argh.I lurve shopping.And yeah, Ashlee Simpsons is on Life! front page.Okay.Everybody say :Awwwwwwwwwwww.Hehe.She's so sweet,punky,sassy.Haha.Marc was so sweet.He sent me home.When we were in the car,we were talking then he suddenly said that actually,i look a bit like ashlee now with my permed hair.Haha...but the thing is my hair is brown.He keeps asking me to dye it black.I want to.But my hair condition don't allow.GRRR.Cos my hair is in the dryest state ever.Cos.i dyed & bleached it like 2-3 times this yr,rebonded once, and permed it once???NOw back to books and the supposedly main focus in my life:Academic results.I had Econs tutorial today.Teacher said 8 ppl failed(mixture of girls and guys).I was like crap.......i must be one of them.Cos i skipped the 10 marks question and some 3 mark question AND i didnt have the 15 mins b4 exams start reading time!!And yesterday,we had POM tutorial too.and she said a lot of ppl fialed.ARGH.THIS were the two subs that i predicted that i woull fare badly.My first and last paper.GRRR.Scully.The middle two i fail.then the first and last paper i pass.THEN i luff.SCULLY.ALL FAIL???okok...i should stop scaring myself.But dunno why,suddenly i feel like i wont be doing well in my studies this sem.i predict my projects to not be doing well.In particular POM.-_- teacher dont like us.And i feel that a lot of times,i dont seem to catch the balls.In other words,i duno what is really required and relevant to the assignment/projects.Then my mind wanders to whether i made the right choice to comin to this course,this poly.Then again,i probably wont do well in jc either.Cos i am just too lazy and unmotivated to study and be ahrdworking.But i feel i did try very hard to do my work.Then i feel it all comes to an waste.People who dont put in so much effort,does better.ITS THE STUDY SMART THING.grr.i HATE that.i always had this problem until Os.somehow,Os just worked its way out for me.Thank god.Anyways,must be god who helped me.Ookay,go sleep now.MWAHS.